翱翔在~寶寶雯~天空

As usual, nothing is special. Someone forgot me. He doesn’t care about; however, my cute uncle still remember, he gave my aunt a bouquet of rose. I told him, he laughed that is old fashion. = = Blank!! He just wants me to feel sad! 哼 You win! I know what you think. You like to do things to let me feel sad because we don’t have future. 氣死我了 隨便你要怎樣好了!!

I finished summer quarter in De Anza College. I am kind of sad. I love to be busy. I made a good friend. She helped me a lot. She is a very kind person. We chatted a lot. We sent email to each other on weekend. We shared our lunch. I ate a lot of Tai food. It’s very special. I like it. I believe we will keep in touch, but I will miss the time with you!

I think I did well on the reading class. Classmates think I am smart and want to make friend with me. I felt popular. So good!! I will miss you guys too.

Janjana doesn’t like our listening teacher, but I think she is ok. Sometimes I feel bored too. Ha ha. But I am satisfied with my quiz scores, except the presentation, I am not the best in my class. I feel sad.

These days, I continue thinks my future. What should I do next? I know I always let people worry about me. But I am just not sure how to do? I keep go forth and back between stay and go back. I think I will go back because if I stay until in the end of December I still don’t do well. It’s will let my family feel sad. I didn’t believe myself either.  I made a decision in my mind, but I don’t know how to tell my boyfriend. It is so hard. I don’t want to break up with him, either be a girl who takes advantage of him. However, I don’t want him to feel sad too. I knew he always count the day I will leave. It is so sad! I have the same feeling. Help me!! I don’t know what to do. Sadly, Chinese Valentine’s Day!

By the way, the Chinese Valentine’s Day is totally different from the west Valentine’s Day. The former is a day belongs to couple, and the latter is a day belongs to everybody. In 2/14 everyone shares love to the one their love.

Tomorrow is my uncle’s birthday. I do a lot of him. Usually, I make a cake for the star of birthday for my aunt’s family. But I don’t feel they like. Usually, they buy another one.

Actually, I don’t want to do so much for them. But if I didn’t do, they feel I don’t care about them. Sign~ ~. Also, this time I spent a lot of money and time for my uncle’s birthday. I never do so much for my parents. What can I say! Prepare someone’s birthday is not easy. This is why I don’t like birthday. I always do things want to let the star of birthday happy, but on my birthday, I can’t feel anything. And I think my day is not mine, it’s for my mom. So where’s Mandy? I am weird.

ㄜ 我英文還是不太好 我想大家看不太懂最後一段在寫什麼吧 哈哈

今天我給我姨丈準備禮物 明天他生日 給他考蛋糕 但在我自己生日的那天 我想到 我給每個人做蛋糕 但我的蛋糕是用買的(那個口味也不是我愛的 不是我喜歡的蛋糕) 沒有人給我做 除非自己做給自己.

我爸媽也不是很在乎我的生日 我朋友也不太在乎 而且我生日又在暑假 一點樂子也沒有 常常很多時候 連蛋糕都沒有 但是人很奇怪 就是會記得自己的生日 我記得有一年很難過 還跑去頂樓 從此以後 我很討厭那天  但是為了讓別人開心 我總是替他們過生日 有時候內心覺得空虛 好像例行公事一樣 唉 我真是太可怕了

講點好玩的

當我遇到感情煩惱 我就很容易夢到自己懷孕  但這一次 不但生出來 還看到寶寶的臉  寶寶是個男生 長的不像我也不像他爸爸(os.因為是別人的吧)  很可愛 很真實 放在一個大游泳池的櫥窗裡 好像供人欣賞 假的那樣 ! 好笑的是 寶寶的爸爸還在兩天後才知道(os.代表他一點都不重要)  我看到寶寶的臉然後我內心很激動